this love is difficult

I miss him, I dont want to, it hurts a lot, not getting any help. I am tired of this feeling, its not hard to love him, he is amazing and just honestly the best thing that has ever happened to me. but patience my nemisis. Its been three weeks since ive seen him, I will fortuatly see him this week but seriously this is shit, everything was screwed up, it hurts everyday dealing with it.